It's becoming....

A habit!! It's not a bad habit, and i dont really know how to classified this as.....

whenever he drives, i pray for safety! i know he's a cautious driver (minus flashing headlights, tailgating and some cursing in the car), he's a GOOD driver (thumbs up). The problem is, none is perfect, he can drive well, but not everyone outside can!!!

i told him like....A MILLION times, not to speed (others were highlighted already), he never listens. so what i do, i pray! heart skips a beat (not even sure if that's possible) whenever he speed up, wouldnt wanna watch what's going on the front!!

i can foresee, i'll have summons coming up (mayb tons of it) and the car is under my NAME! gosh...even as i think of it, i feel sad...it's like, i had to worry every single time when he drives! tried talking, tried shouting and it's exhausting doing all this, still he doesnt listen!

funny thing is, when mum told me not to speed, drive safely when i got the new car, my mind was thinking, yeah, as if i speed! sigh....all i can do now, pray for his safety, pray for peace when he drives and pray i dont get heart attack from all the burden my heart need to contain! *amen**