Am I too hard to please?

I am always being nice (depends how u define nice), tried to compromise if i can, cheerful all the time and tried not to be rude ( sometimes, it's hard not to when u deal with those people i work with)

sigh...i feel disappointed today! i saw something i really liked and feel really stingy to spend it on myself! thinking i could hint ( it doesnt work at all, TRUE!, i tried anyway and this is how i felt now)
my dear to buy it for me! he say the tagline, "why not go HK buy?"...so i said ok though feel disappointment feelings creeping up. the whole time walking to Lot10, i was bugging him bout it (i do really liked the dress, bit pricey though). i was thinking, if he wanted to buy a shirt cost the same price, i would gladly pay for it, he seldom would get a tee for himself, so why not buy one, giving makes me happy!! if my mum wanted something cost that much, i would also get it for her. same goes for dad , but bro, i might think twice b4 buying it for him. haha....

so the question is, why cant i just spend the amount on myself????????????????? i might go and buy when i see the same dress again, just to reward myself for being nice! HAH!

Being nice means, u are taken for granted! yes! sometimes, i am forgivable, so i forgive and forget whereby u will live happily ever after ( not fairy tale life but i wish) but, lately, i have been experiencing more than once and forget is something i cant do right now! mayb i shld go to sleep and start dreaming how i can make them my slave instead..woooo hooo.......

p/s: i have new readers of my blog..........