Non Stop Dec

After the wedding, i had the most busiest time of the year! i wish it was busy shopping, but no, working till late...mayb for other, late it could be 12mid, but my definition of late is till 9pm coz when i reach home by public transport and good 'ol pair of legs, it's already 10.30pm!! after taking bath and doing the neccessary, it's almost 12!! how could this be?

I had my exam~ i tot i wouldnt know how to answer any, but, weird, i manage to answer 2Q, altho it might not be enough for me to pass!! hahaha...but i know i'll do better next sitting!! arghh...it's my LAST ONE then!! i couldnt have too many last one!

i've gotten my bonus last week, but it wasnt much coz, yeah, i contributed large portion to TAX!! argh...nvm, i'll get it back 6 mths later! after exam, i went to Malacca with y.c.chong ex-colleague!! we had so much food, till, i'm afraid that i might not able to feel hungry anymore!1 we had alot of fun and enjoyed the fellowship together! when i came bk on sun, i went to pc fair and bought a new laptop, bit reluctant coz, i wanted to save more $$ b4 i make the purchased! nvrtheless, i bought one! a white lenovo which i really love!! (using it right now)

i had my last CG for the year yesterday! i missed everyone in CG, haha..mayb it's bcoz i didnt get to see them for a mth!! i'll be going for xmas diner this sun at val's hse! yippie...every weekend, i have alot of activities~ on mon,22/12, i'll be going to HC's hse for dinner (guo dong)!! see how busy my life is~~yes, altho tired, i'm gonna enjoy as much as i can!

Long Overdue

November, the month of excitement and anticipation
I had a great time!! I went back KK for my best bud wedding!
I was busy everyday, not just with the wedding, also spending some quality time with family!
The wedding day was a huge success and memorable day for me!
I remember walking the aisle, feeling so excited and nervous, that i almost lost balance and fall....hahaha...thinking of it, i still can feel my excitement that moment! the bride was so beautiful~
delicia cried when pastor was talkin bout marriage and we hold each other hands, that moment, it was simply incredible~ dinner was also great, thou i didnt get to eat much! hahaha....organising event, is really tiring! i almost fell asleep in the car when dearest send me home after the diner, it was almost 12 i reach home. i woke up at 4.30AM for make-up, preparing games, this n that...i only got home to bath during noon 2.20pm and went out again at 3.30pm to the hotel for night make-up!! i cant imagine how tired is the bride and groom!!! hopefully, when it's my turn, i have lots of sisters and brothers to help out!!

Prayer

I always keep my family member in prayers and God heard them!
Thank You, God!
Mum nearly got her bag snatched yesterday morning, but the 'guy' did not managed to do so (right in front of my front door)!!
It was only 11.30am in the morning, HOW DARE!!!
Luckily, mum is safe although she is shocked from the incident!
Thank God she is safe now!

Shopping Trip

I have an incredible day although bit tiring!!!!
My sweetheart bought me blouse which i really love!!
He pampered and showered me with gifts.....
I even bought some expensive stuff from SkinFood and he even grabbed it without considering!
I am sooo........HAPPY~!!

p/s: it's been long since i shopped like this, i appreciate and that's why i blogged it down!

Last Weekend-Hatyai

Oct 31st - took bus ride @ 10pm, double decker (bumpy ride) it took us good 6 hours bus ride to reach Malaysia border. The queue was really long....so was the queue to Hatyai Border. After grueling 12hours of rides, we finally reached hotel.

Nov 1st - we had bfast, had a short shopping trip to the mall below the hotel and i bought 'wacoal' bra!! it was comfortable and my first time wearing it!! cool~hahaha....we then had lunch, then shopping again!! only went back hotel to keep stuff and then continue shopping again before dinner. dinner place was really nice environment and cheap too~we head back to hotel and finally, an hour of massage which cost us RM24 (usual 2 hour, got cheated but worth the $)

Nov 2nd - our bus depart @ 1.20pm, but it stopped at Taiping for almost 2 hours bcoz the bus needed to get new tires! wow....we reach KL bout 11pm and home bout 11.15pm!!! so so so tired but it was worth coz we get to fellowship and enjoy great food!!

I did it!!

12102008, Altar call...i sum up my courage and took the step of faith, finally!! in my heart, i thought i always have done it~ i didnt know it needed that much of energy to do it~haha..funny right? Thanks to my dearest, who never forces me when i dont want it and thanks for my best sister and greatest friend, who always the one who forces me when i needed it!! MUAKS...Thank You,God for this wonderful people in my life~*amen*

Danny Kan & Grace Yun 11.10.2008

@10.10.2008, had dinner at yun's hse, salak south.

@11.10.2008 - 6.30am woke up. went out at 7.10am and reach her hse at 7.25am.
waited an hour and half for groom, while waiting, prepared games for them. finally reached bout 8.45am. played on for half an hour due to their delay!!

went off to church at setapak bout 9.30am. reached there, 9.55am. ceremony start at 10.10am and lasted till 11.40am, had a small lunch reception but didnt get to eat much. left church @ 12.40noon

headed to Danny's hse for their tea ceremony. left his place @ 2.15pm. reached hse at 3pm,due to slight traffic.

took a nap for an hour and woke up @ 4.30, showered, dressed, make up and Shannon came @ 5.10pm.

once reached Chuai Heng restaurant, started helping with the door gift, sweated bit and ppl start comin in @ 6.45pm. stood till 8.30pm, finally get to enjoy the rest of the evening. event ended 10.45pm, reached home 11pm!!

totally exhausted....but a memorable day!!

Yum Yum~

Yesterday, me, Andy, Dylon and HC went for buffet lunch at Noble House, Bukit Bintang. The food was quite good but it didnt worth that money. Rm39++ which also included a bowl of crab meat shark fin. we had a great laugh while eating!

Next destination, we went to 1U to shop for a blue shirt. it's for CVK's wedding. it'll be on 8th of Oct. Andy and HC did bought their shirts. phew.....we even went for a movie (Eagle Eye), it was a great movie!!

We went to Pudu for our diner and the food was delicious~ mayb bcoz we're a bit hungry haha~sent Dylon back to hostel and we head home.

p/s: we're out for 12hours..wow~

Spring Cleaning

Target : Kitchen, Living room
Member: Me, Andy, Dylon
Date: 1st Oct 2008
Time: 13.30nn-3.30pm
mission complete!!

p/s: it feels so good after cleaning the place although hands 'rough'! it's worth ~

A Blessed Thursday

Yesterday, i was thinking to go to office's sort-like-canteen to buy bfast and bought bread instead,coz a van selling bread/muffin was open for business (a week mayb once or twice to be seen).

I reached office, my colleague frm sibu,swak brought back her hometown mee and even reheat for me! i was so touched by her gesture! it was delicious and i was super full by the time i finished the whole mee.

i also have another colleague took extra The Sun newspaper and put on my table and i appreciate that coz i always borrow another colleague's news to read.

also, another colleague of mine out of sudden gave me 3 piece of 'Ferrero Rocher' chocolate!!

wow, i was truly blesses with the people and food!

i had a filing lunch, after lunch, i had some sort of biscuit with curry minced meat filing to add-on into my truly satisfied stomach!

after a tiring day of work plus delicious food, i went off to have diner with ex-colleagues at Dainti Hill Restaurant, Pavilion. the food was superb~yummy!!! it has half price as well~~~how great was that???

i am truly blessed with all the people i met and grateful for what i have! *amen*

my shopping spree

Sunday 21/9 , had bible study with cell leader, bryn. a short one, interesting, i didnt fell asleep, phew..more to come!!

after that, went out to shop for dress for my best sister wedding, finally i got one, somethin that i wouldnt try even if i saw it 100 times...a light purple tube can-can dress...wouldnt buy it but when i tried it on, well, it look nicer when i put it on. haha...bought it instantly bcoz afraid i might not see any dresses i would like. after buyin it, well, found a cheaper dress and i did not regret buying my purple dress, although bit pricey! (under budget, still need to get accesories,sigh)

i also get myself a new glasses..within an hour,it's done! so fast, last time, i need to wait at least 2 weeks...haha...technology!!

Baby Esther

After work, 8 of us (colleagues) went off to Subang to visit Isabelle who just gave birth Esther bout 10days ago! she is simply adorable and pretty like her mum. After an hour there, *poof* no electricity and we left.

Yesterday was Isetan Pre-sale for members, i think i just went there bout 3-4months ago as well, and within half an hour, i managed to grab a 70% blazer G2000 and padini slacks. haha....had diner with Hoi Yong after Andy and him had 3 hour shopping for working clothes as Hoi Yong will start intern next month.

I realized, when i treat someone (exclude close ones) good, i never expect people to treat me back at the same level. gotten used to it and i hope one day, those people will realize.

I rented out my small room already, and the girl, i never even meet but i have received her deposit from her friend who helped her to sight the room. Funny, i pray hard that my new hsemate will be a good one!! *amen*

Weekend without Andy

This weekend, my dearest went back hometown, KK.
Fri night, i had dinner with one of my hometown friend, Ah Tao. We had TGIF and he treated me (coz i managed to forced him)

Saturday, my bro accompanied me to Clarin's Sale, Coronade Hotel. We went to purchase my mum's stuff and went to midvalley to buy mooncake(1 piece only, coz my mum insisted not to buy too much).

Sunday, went out with bro to watch movie (You Dont Mess With Zohan),hillarious but not worth the money. It's really a peaceful weekend since the Malays are having their Ramadan month but ppl start shopping after 4pm..it was packed that time. B4 the movie, we had our tea time at Zen. Delicous brownie....yummy-licious~

p/s: I'm praying hard that i'll have a new hsemate soon and the girls who see the room will take it!! sigh~

First TIme

i nvr showed that i'm pissed off with someone i'm in good terms with.
so tonight, it was a first time.

working stress + emotionally affected by family members = any min volcano eruption

i didnt meant it, just that, it's so happen i cant contain anymore. what's wrong with these people anyway? i know they meant it to a light joke, i just so happen to take it seriously (with the mood i am in), I AM SO PISSED OFF AND ANNOYED BY THEIR RESPONSES!! p/s: i'm being called a 'small gas' which increases my annoyance~(although i know she doesnt mean it, but in the mood i was having, i'm not in a forgivable mode)

here's what i learn frm today's event:
i will control my anger as well as my emotional in front of everybody else.
i will NOT repeat whatever i'm doing(it's all HIS fault) tonight, EVER!

i'm gonna get a good night sleep and forget it EVER happen!!

Emerge '08

A very tiring weekend but it's worth it!
3 days Emerge was a blessing!
Great preaching and message~
didnt get any picture of myself (hai...got photographer bf also no use one!)

Life

This is life, people come and people go, my dearest said this. which is really true. He added one more life ' i will forever b with you'...which i love the line the most..i feel relief, coz i know he will be there with me as well as my family.

why...

why not? yes...i just said it...why cant u?

A relaxing Sunday

It's my 1st Sunday of the month, which i consider a relaxing day!
re-cap of the whole month during weekend :
1st weekend : My annual dinner performance, Sunway Convention
2nd weekend: My best friend and her husband-to-be is here, Sunway Pyramid
3rd weekend : Another performance for Region II dinner, Sunway Convention
4th weekend : YES!! a day off....
Next weekend : Emerge, Sunway Convention

I'm cursed with Convention Centre in the month of August!

Words

Am i good with words? sometimes, ppl tend to get mix up words to form a sentence, irritated, i do too...

i thought, i jumble up the words, i still can make some sense out of it, well, apparently, not!! so i have to make some sense out of my messages, or else, ppl who is reading it, gets me wrongly, plus i get annoyed when they dont get it!

arghhh.....

Jogoya Dinner 190808

I had another replacement dinner after my performance (again) this time, venue at Jogoya, i didnt get to snap pictures at all coz, i wasnt feel so well...darn, i didnt get to eat as much as i wanted to! even after dinner, my stomach was bloated!!!

various of food, really cant get enough of everything! sushi, oyster, steamed soup, seafood, haagen daaz ice cream, alcoholic drinks, tea, juice, deserts~~mm.....yummy when i think of it. but buffet twice in a month, i'm not going to have another buffet anytime soon....it's the only picture i have taken with my love one that night

my brother also joined my dinner, bcoz he never been to any of KL buffet b4. when i sms-ed him, here's what he replied , 'wuah..buffet?? i wan TO GO.. long time never eat oredi..hehe..ex or not? Aiya i should not eat 2 packet of maggi..' i laughed when i see his reply, so i decided to bring him go whether i had to pay full price or half price due to the on-going promotion. then he sms again to confirm that i'm really bringing him along, 'haha..really?then i'm going lor..haha..yeah..eat buffet..weat wat leh? must formal? no short pants? i laughed harder, well, i knew i made the right decision to bring him to enjoy!! we did enjoy ourselves!!

One Week

My best bud and her future husband to be, was here in KL for 10days (if i'm not mistaken), i didnt get to spend alot of time with them, got taken few pictures and went shopping with them.

we ate alot!! been eating non-stop till i fall sick as well. haha...pasta, buffet and alot more good food! miss them after they left except for the dirty stuff that they left here. haha....

i have been busy practicing my butterfly act to perform again on 16th Aug, Sunway Pyramid Convention Centre for region 2 dinner. it was quite late when it's our turn to perform,bout 10.15pm. by the time we're done with everything, it's already 12.30mid.

we head for club @Coco Banana, and partied till 2.30am. 2 of the member was drunk (just vomiting but still can walk) and had to send them to hotel room where our team leader was sleeping. one of the traces of evidence!! haha....we enjoyed ourselves! reached home bout 4.30am, for so long....i nvr sleep this early. feel young at that moment but now, i need my beauty sleep

Public Bank 42nd Annual Dinner 2008

I have been practicing for my performance as a butterfly (a pink one) for the past 1 mth. been a really enjoying though tiring event.it's held on 2nd Aug 2008 at Sunway Convention Centre.

Trip Back KK 25-29July2008

i had the greatest time when i go back KK
i was blessed with great companion
i had great meals with my loved ones
i enjoyed my time with my family
i love being back KK
i love to drive around ( yes,with car, not on foot)

i hate AIRASIA although it's the cheapest!!

One Ringgit

This morning, was feeling a lil tired and have an aching shoulder.

While walking to lrt, near market, i saw RM1 on the floor, but didnt pick it up bcoz i dont feel like picking it up.

when in office, found out having a farewell lunch with colleague,thinking how much am i gonna spend bcoz we're having at Chilies, KLCC. Had a delicious lunch and superb full when we're done.
thinking it would cost bout RM20+, but received an email saying that my boss will treat us! yaahoooo......

when i stop over at a shop to have diner with dear, i saw another RM1 on the floor, where dear was standing previously. he went over and pick it up thinking he might have dropped it earlier on.

well, a beggar (he had perfect working condition hands and legs) come to beg us. dear was chasing him away and i took the ringgit ,gave it to him.

i dont feel good bout giving the ringgit to him coz he shld earn for it,not beg. Anyway, mayb the ringgit was nvr ours in the 1st place but it keep coming back. What a coincidence

MEGA SALES

The month of July is the month where i start to spend the MOST!!!! it's bcoz...

1. my brother is here, so have to cook home-cooked meal ( at least once, so my mum feel relief that my bro dun eat too much outside food,beside, he just recover frm sick)

2. it's Mega sale, i thought it would have no effect on me, but i guess 'girls are always girls'..so i purchased 3 pair heels/sandals (going mad but i cant help it but love 'em)

3. i need to go hunting for a dinner dress for my best bud wedding!!!

4. i had to cover half month rent for this month bcoz my new hsemate (aaron+his friend) only moving in mid month of july

i need to be more JIMAT CERMAT!!

My 1st Genting trip of 2008

It wasnt what i expected, relaxing and enjoy. We actually plan to go yesterday, but the time we wanted were sold out, bummer! so we decide to go today then and bought tickets yesterday. smart eh~

our bus was 11pm and in an hour time, we're there! little did we know, the queue for skyway was..................DARN LONG!!!!! oh my...we waited patiently as we have lots of time to enjoy the rest of the day. (BTW, it took us another hour to reach the top)

the reason why we choose to go Genting, is bcoz i bought voucher for dining and it's going to expire this month, and the only time available is this weekend only! We ate Cinnamon danish and chocolate muffin as our appetizer ( at 1.15pm)

we walked around, then stop for a coffee which turn out to be a pizza meal(rm 34.50 nett) includes the coffee (one cup of coffee cost rm21.90++) we had a bun,salad, mushroom soup, pizza and a cup of coffee (at 2.45pm)

we shopped and get some cold wind....enjoying the scenery (foggy and misty)...finally decide to used up the balance of the voucher we have, and settle for a plate of char kuey teow, a plate of fruits and a latte.(at 4.40pm)

we finished everythin up, realize there is still balance left, we decide to buy the danish we had earlier on!! by then,it's already 5.30pm and we have an hour to get down for our bus (leaving at 6.30pm) walked happily to the skyway....

SUDDENLY, WE WERE SHOCKED TO SEE, hundred of ppl queuing for the skyway!!!! we quickly rushed to line up and prayed hard that we wouldnt be late for the bus!! Andy asked a trip down to the bus station would cost us RM50!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so we decide to stick to skyway and prayed hard we would make it! it really took us an hour to get down but we were 5 mins late and the bus left without us (we run like mad)

Asking nervously the preson in charge of the tickets selling whether is there any bus tickets left, he say no...i asked again n again, sure no other bus down to KL or wherever nearby, suddenly he say Puduraya at 7pm!! YES....jumping with joy, i bought the tickets and instantly relief!!

taxi drivers were hovering and pestering us, trying to persuade us to take a cab down KL. luckily we do not need to spend much more extra to get down KL. this is an experience of 2008. The massive jam of skyway is caused by the tour bus!! mostly ppl who went there are aunties and uncles!!! so i hope next time, we wont encounter another situation like this~ *amen*

My Fruitful Time

My mum was in KL for more than 10days! She was here to accompany my bro and she became my maid for the 10days!! haha...she cooked, cleaned and bought food for me!! i miss the warm fuzzy feeling~ i have been busy for the 1st week of July, came home late than usual and my great mum cooked diner, await patiently for me to come back and eat together!!!!

i had the best week of my life, my best friend and her husband were here also!! i had a day to spend with them (erm...half day,mayb) and we had a great time together!! i'll make sure i spend more time with them on their next trip!

now i worry bout mum, and misses her too...gotten used having her for the past week...I MISS MUM+DAD and home!!

Highlights : The End of Month June

June 26th : 6pm,leave office to meet tp dear and cousin. arrival of mum and bro 7.35pm while we reached LCCT at 8pm. Had diner before going back my place. Mum nearly unable to board the same flight bcoz she left her WHOLE wallet on the bed and dad raced home for it! imagine the traffic and the journey frm LCCT to Inanam is NOT NEAR!! he made it in half an hour!! i thank God that everyone is safe and my mum get to board after begging non-stop!

June 27th : arghh.....it's my first day of period, what can be worse than this?? went out at 11am, after bfast took cab to UM to look around the place. the place is big and cramped with buildings, everywhere is building and the signboard is super small in size!! found bro's faculty and we gave up continue looking for other buildings for his documents. went to Midvalley shopping!!!! yes, we shopped till 9pm!!! it's been long since i done that and i'm so tired!!

June 28th : the day i've been waiting for!! My concert day! we went out to Sungei Wang for some small stuff that we didnt get to buy yesterday. shop for few hours bcoz we're still having the effect from yesterday shopping!! head home at 3pm and taken a nap b4 heading out again!! suddenly, at 5pm, thunder and it rained heavily!! is this happening on me? 1st, my period, now it's raining!!! taking umbrella we head out to LRT station.

meet up PF and her sis there. chatting excitedly and building up the concerto mood!! reached B.Jalil, well, havent feel the 'heat' yet~ fans and ppl are walking here and there. we're like one and half hour earlier!! looked around and bump into an old friend from same high school!

finally get to go in the stadium and patiently waited!! ppl start to fill up the places, and the chair we are seating, well, plastic chair! haha...surprise, the stadium is full!!! the stage was kinda plain when we look at it, and it seems far away too!! haha..
final waiting, the concert start at 8.25pm (suppose to be 8pm, malaysia nvr good with time)!! to our surprise, the stage lighting is really beautiful and magnificent!! Gary's singing was superb!! it ended at 10.35pm and we're kinda disappointed with the short show~mayb we expected too much! conclusion, it is a great concert but the concert 'feel' wasnt much there!

June 29th : Bro big day to UM! haha, woke up early despite last night late sleep!! alot of ppl already in queue at their college ( it's how they call their hostel) we waited bout an hour before getting keys to his room. he already have a room mate checked in. the room,seems small for 3 person but luckily my bro manage to take the lower bunk bed (at least he dun need to climb up and down from the bunk bed) the place is very old as well, mum very worried that bro wouldnt get used to it!!

so we had bfast at Seapark and bought some more stuff for bro, haha! send him back to hostel and we left ( mum was kinda reluctant to go) we continue shopping and try to divert mum's attention from thinking bout bro!! shopping and food is our highlights for the whole day!! am so so so...full and tired!! haha...reached home bout 10pm and sleep at 12.30mid coz mum waited for bro call.

June 30th : woken up by bro's calling. then mum and i went out shopping for a mobile phone bcoz her current one, seems to have slight problem! she got one just within half an hour we shop around and it's with 3G!!! haha....the 1st one among family to have 3G!

now it's 7.15pm, took a nap just now,superb one due to the weather and i'm very tired! mum cooked delicious diner (smell so good,my mouth start to water), cut fruits, prepared desserts as well....she keep the hse clean and i appreciate it very much!!!!! Thanksss MUM, you're the BeST!!

Busy Bee

I'm so worried.
Worry bout the room.
Worry bout my brother.
Worry bout my mother.
Worry bout finances.

I'm gonna prepare for my mother n brother arrival, means clean hse+room, buy bro necessity and going around to help him gather info. My weekend is so packed, or mayb i feel packed bcoz i feel i have so many things to do b4 his arrival.

Early next month, i'm gonna be so busy too. My best buddy is coming and my family is here, plus it's my busiest time of work!

I suddenly feel so...much to do yet not enough time! Please let me do my best....

Malaysia Culture

My bro uni results finally out (after 3 mths of waiting) and h e gets into one of the best uni, UM. me being his sis...wanted to know more on his course, Environment Science and Management decided to help him call the uni.

i called the numbers(2 of it) published in the website. one get through and the lady told me to call Dr Rosainah (the coordinator of science) and i didnt get it through the WHOLE DAY (yes, i tried till end of the day) then i call back the 1st number and told her i cant get it through and gave me another number...

frm then onwards, ppl have been giving me numbers to call bcoz they cant help me..overall, i think i speak to more than 10 ppl...and finally, the person from student affair told me that i need to call a number which i familiar with..yes,i need to call the number i've been trying the whole day!! a waste of time and cost...but my bro did get to call in ,the very NEXT day!!

this is so annoying and irritating!! why cant ppl be more efficient and effective!! cant they know certain basic....what i'm asking is really basic...accomodation ( i din ask how much for the whole sem, i just asked is it compulsory to stay?) and ppl cant help me with it...really frustrating!!

this has proven how well is our Malaysia is doing..., no need to say more....

The Work of Angel

A game with Angel turn "UGLY'...haha...yeap,she accidentally scratched my leg till it bleed!! not painful,just hope it wont leave a mark!!

The Tea!

Had a great time with ex-colleagues...we had 'yam cha' session (seems like a monthly activity) haha...i had jasmine honey tea and nasi lemak,but that's not the point.

when i went to bed last night, i was sleepy and darn tired!! suddenly, after 15min, i was wide awake, thinking, what's wrong with me...i thought i worried too much (got alot to work out) and i re-assure myself that everythin will turn out fine...after a while, i thought i was going to fall back to sleep....and i did!!

in the middle of the night, i was awake again!!! i thought it was morning already but no, it's still dark and i toss left right, still couldnt get back to sleep! argh...frustrated!! i take a peep at the time ,it's 2.34am!!!!!! when i finally falling back to sleep, an irritating mosquito bite me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in the end, i think i toss more than an hour or so b4 i fall back to deep sleep! by the time my alarm sound, i knew i had only bout 5 hr sleep!! i think it's the tea fault that i couldnt get a good sleep! if i didnt drink tea for some time and suddenly drink it at night, i'll end up tossing for hours! i tried that before~i look like a panda with the dark circle, but...today is friday!!! yippie...weekend is here and it's FATHER's DAY!! l love u dad!!

Pampered

i know i'm lucky to have my dearest andy chin, as my life partner. he loves me as well as my flaws. day by day, he pamper me bit by bit, although a small gestures, but it nvr fail to cheer me up. yesterday after exam, although i'm not thinking bout it, i still do feel upset for not studying hard enough. mayb it was not plan by dear, we went for a movie tonight, 'kungfu panda' and had a great laugh for the night!

also,we had a 'full' diner at Subway and it was delicious though bit pricey!! haha...in life, i have a perfect organs which still function well, a great loving family (although sometimes not that loving) and a superb partner for life, what else could i ask for? Thank you God for all!

Exam Over!!

Yippie...although i feel relief and glad, but i know i didnt do well in my exam!! what the heck,i did my best and tried my best effort to finish the paper.

so now, i try to enjoy my time and i know by end of the year, i'll have lots to do again! headache...for now, i'll just rest for the day and tomorrow is another day again~

People Are Just....

Am so Pissed off!! they dont appreciate, not grateful....and selfish!

Being kind and nice, will slowly turn into mean and selfish if this continues...

No more Ms Nice from now onwards, "Kind mode" is only switched on when it is needed.

Running Out

It's always like that...my 'last min' habit and i cant seem to grow out of it
Pastor preached, women do get upset over herself and i'm one of them now!

Confident is a mindset - Ps Pat

i know i can do it (comforting myself), i'm not gonna put myself through anymore exams after this! it's extremely tiring and stress!!

Dreams

Why do ppl dream? I have alot of dreams and i need a dream interpreter! help~

Sky Rocket Fuel

I started to go on leave today to study for my exam! ok..i didnt study much, i'll be going now (after i finish blogging)

everything is going up!! flour, daily necessities, rice, and now, fuel is going up the highest!! 78cent per liter!! OMG~~what are the authorities thinking? public would live better off? poor ppl will become poorer,arent poverty increasing already?...rich ppl still live like a rich!! so? what is there to help? salary? remain the same...

sooner or later, public transportation is going up as well, it'll only burden the public! i've already thinking ways to save up money!! but with eerything going up drastically, i'm not how others would survive! it's bad enough prices goes up every year,sometimes twice a year...crime rate would probably goes up too...

*speechless*

p/s: no more late night snack or supper...

Not So Typical Monday

Today woke up feeling restless,mayb bcoz i sleep alone in the huge bed! i wonder why usually it took me so long(25-30min) to get ready for work when dear is at home and i can be ready within 20min when dear is outstation!! it's bcoz we always give each other a hug when i woke up...he always 'kacau' me when i'm putting on sunscreen..he's always in my way when i wanna get some stuff bcoz his mirror is exactly in the middle of the way!! and...i miss him this morning...or the rest of the time when he's not here with me!!

i met Brynda(my neighbor, sabahan too, same surname and my cell leader) when i'm on my way out, we walked together to the LRT station,which was a relief for me bcoz i'm afraid of walking alone (due to hsemate incident)...reached office, and i'm already worry bout work. time flies when i'm working ( when i'm not, i dread to go home)...haha,who's not? throat itch (started on sun morning) and by lunch, i think i have flu. it rained heavily during lunch!

after taking a nap for 15mn, my flu is gone, miraculously. nope..it came back again at 4pm, wanted to go to panel clinic, but was lazy and i rather save my energy to walk back home afterwards.

by 5.5opm, i packed my stuff and head home. bones aching already! now, i had my diner and getting ready to study b4 going to sleep early!! tomorrow will be a busy day for me, lots of work to do and going to church after work to hear the great word of Ps Robb on Excellence, missed it today, but will go for tomorrow (pray hard that i dont have discussion at work also)

Window shopping

I went lunch with Shaz, Natalie and Aaron at Dragon-I,One Utama. Had a delicious lunch and thanks Shaz for treating us!! He drives all the way there just to had lunch , then we went shopping for new clothes ( except dark colors....bcoz 80% of his clothes are black) haha...

so,mission of the day, went Nike and bought a red tee...looks good on him though and he's pretty happy bout it!! the best thing is, he isnt afraid to try on new things!! although he's very tan, he can pull of with light color, he even bought a light blue shirt which really look good on him and a white striped brown tee!! so in total, he bought 3 shirt in a day within 3 hours~haha..a new thing for him!!!

i'm so tired when i reached home! he was gearing up for 2nd round of shopping with Brynda and Pui Chee...it's really nice of him to drive us around to eat and shop!! appreciate a good friend...

i miss my dear the most!! even shopping in 1U, i think of him...i cant wait for wed to come!! anticipating~

Sacrifices

Every now and then, ppl make sacrifices...whether is it time, finance or physically, to help ppl out or to earn a better life.

so, i'm making my sacrifices for a better future ahead! no shopping!! haha...a hard one but i'm managing it quite well. no unnecessary spending, plan a budget and stay within the budget! i have started this since this year! have not achieved my wanted results, but at least i'm on my way there!! it's also one of my resolution for the year~

Myanmar cyclone and China earthquake, ppl sacrifice their own life to protect younger one! it's very touching and sad as well. i do hope all the donation contributed is well managed by the ppl, and it'll helped to unburden the ppl there.

Andy just left for KK this morning and i'm feeling the 'loneliness' starting to creep in but i know i can concentrate my studies while he's on a photo shooting trip!!! so,i'll wisely use my time when he's not here and take good care of myself, dont worry dear...

Lose Out

I never did something embarrassing in the public ( i think i was)...i was taking monorail to Times Square and i already guessed that there's gonna be a lot of ppl, means tough to get down from the train. So i braced myself when it reached my destination, rose from my seat, a Negro lady accidentally step on my foot (i forgive, but wasnt feeling happy already), then ppl who stands near the door wouldnt budge...so i cant seems to squeeze my way through!!

i was thinking to say ' excuse me' and i shouted loudly...instead of my normal tone!! i was suprised of my own tone! haha....then ppl still wouldnt go out from the train,instead inched every further into the train,causing me to be trapped inside!!

pissed off....i was cursing already!!! but...the funny thing was...my curses came in half way only..example..'shii.....' instead of 'shit' in full word....i guessed i nvr cursed in front of anyone b4!! so i was pretty embarrass bout the situation!! haha....i prayed ppl dont recognize me!!

Prosperity Mindset!

It's hard!! easy to say than done but i'm trying~
we must change our mindset, clear all the 'viruses' and never settle for enough! when u settle for enough, your prosperity ends there...I DO NOT WANT that!
"When change is necessary, not changing is destructive" <--not the exact words, but the meaning is there!! i WANT TO PROSPER~

ADMIT IT!

well, i dont admit my mistakes...yes,right!! i mean i do admit it when i know i'm wrong (sometimes) but if i never admit i'm wrong, how can i admit it's my mistake,right?!! so how am i gonna admit that?? this is going to be a confuse!

here goes, most people do not admit it's their fault when things turn bad. it's in our human nature. sometimes, it's hard to admit that it's your fault because of pride!! how much does pride cost?

as for me, i never want to admit that i'm wrong and i always give it a fight b4 i finally say, 'ok,my fault!' admitting is one thing, apologizing is another!! i found it hard to apologize to someone too, not those kind where i step onto someone's toe and say sorry.

"sorry seems the hardest word" is a song title by a band (i dont remember who) which is true!! when u know u have done something wrong, so it's right to apologize, but when u open your mouth to say 'sorry',it seems you lost your voice. sometimes i feel like that! so i'm learning to admit my mistakes and learn how to say 'sorry'!

so ppl out there, saying 'sorry' is not difficult, the difficult part is saying it sincerely rather than just let the word slip out without meaning to it!

Weekend is here

but i'm not happy at all...coz i'm having class from sat till mon!!! full day, same like working hours~
i'm so drained out this week and i dont know what's the reason of it!! exam is here and i haven't start studying yet (last min is my style) which i really need to change my habit or way of studying!!

nervous, and feeling scared start to seep into my bones!! worry big time and i know i shouldnt be worry if i have done my share of studying!!

Mon and Tues, pass by just like that! Wed night went for Triumph Fair and i'm so tired after that! it's jam packed with ppl and i realize, every tom-dick-and-harry owns a camera,SLR or digital! everyone into photography now?*shake head* tough competition out there and i know my dearest will strive for success!

Thurs was cell group time and played a game,which is very exercising, causing my leg muscle very painful right now!!! means i need more exercise, dear said so and i also think so!

Today, finally, salary release and i treat myself to enjoy good food (which is once a mth)! it's also Isetan, KLCC pre-sale for members only! bought working shirt and a watch for my daddy as father's day gift! i budgeted and it was within budget, i wanted to get him a watch very long ago and now i finally did it...i hope he'll be happy to have it!

have to sleep early now, this weekend gonna be a long and tiring one!! God,give me the knowledge and strength, amen!

Missing out

Suddenly, i feel like i hav been missing out my best friend wedding plans!! i wanted so much to share her happiness as well as helping her out for her plans. But i'm so far away,telephone calls seem weird for us (it's been long since we talk on the phone, like we used to talk during high school!) haha...funny...

i guess i just miss my buddy! how i wish we could share ideas and laugh bout it together! growing up is part of a process in life...but i know we can maintain our friendship~mayb i just feel left out in the cold, wanting to know what she want or how she plan to have it..

if only i'm at kk, then everythin would be perfect...but i'm not, i know i missed out some,but we'll catch up soon!! miss my best bud~

Savings

I just realized, that i have been working 3 months in PBB. These 3 mths seems like a yr for me. i'm content and happy working here, mayb bcoz the pay is good!! main reason to be happy bout~

i have learned how to spend wisely and control my spending spree (did not simply buy what i like, just buy what i need). sometimes, i feel like buying stuff just to reward myself, but when i really want to pay for it, then i think it's better to go into my savings! hurray~~

it's really hard not to spend of luxury goods and always tempted, but luckily, my mind always consciously remind me that i dont need it! one thing i never will change is that, i'll buy good and healthy (means costly) food!! it's good to maintain healthy habits...

By this year end, i'm gonna achieve what i have in my mind! YES!

A Day Out

A very tiring day! It's Mother's Day today and i missed my mother greatly~ i LOVE u , mum!!

Went for Jill and Yipp's baby girl, Alethea full moon at Holiday Villa Hotel! we had great buffet lunch, very full. Went to S.Wang to buy Gary's concert ticket!!! YES~~i finally going to a concert after staying kl for 3 years!! haha...had to queue 2 hours to buy this!! it's the 2nd expensive ticket, cost MR238!! but never regret bout it~excited!

it's been a fulfilling day~ i walked so much till my feet hurt~hopefully it wont cramp again like last thurs! i'm used my day so fully that i'm extraordinary tired! so i'm going off to bed early~

Sudden Excitement

I realize, everyone of my friends is planning for marriage! HAHA...andy and i been talking bout it and we decide, it'll be 2 yrs from now. the reason, bcoz we need to save up for the wedding! it's not easy to plan and it's involving financial matters, which both of us are not financially stable right now. it's been 3 yrs of working life, and we didnt really saved up much!

My mum said, i can use up the money which i put in an account, but i do wish to touch that money and it'll only be use when there is EMERGENCY! besides, it pays real good interest! just take it as an investment!

Suddenly, in the "marry mood" , i also wish to get marry but when i think bout getting marry, well, it's not the TIME yet! also, everyone around me is pregnant and my friends are really blessed bout it. i feel happy for them as well~i do hope i have a healthy body to carry a baby in the future!

i realize to save money need alot of sacrifice! i have to shop less, which i have been practising ever since i been jobless for 2 mths. it feels good to save up too, but everything is increasing and never decrease. Food, transport and daily necessity! How am i going to save more? Now, we're trying to cut down entertainment, eat less outside food and buy less unnecessary stuff!

Nevertheless, something always come up when i try to save up more money. My best bud announcing her big day (i'm gonna spend more but i am willing and feel good bout spending it on her), full moon babieS ( not just one this yr), friendS getting marry (bout 6 of them), i need to get a laptop (current one, darn slow but still manage, so gonna change it when it's not functioning anymore), and i cant think of anymore, bcoz it'll just scare me!! i guess 2008 is the year of prosperity for both of us bcoz we afford to give out more than last year! BLess me and Andy for it!

My Fruitful Weekend

It's my 1st time going to church for 3 consecutive days! It's really tiring but Ps.Kong sermons are just great! What i remember the most is shame and fear. We must let go of our shame to move on with our life. Fear will eventually lead to failure! Overcome fear, be an overcomer to success in life!!

Words trigger myself as well as memories. Every human have sins and I do have mine as well. Learning to let it go and not repeating the sinful act! I appreciate what i have in life, great family, loving partner, supportive friends and i'm a healthy person! what more could a person ask for...

My best friend+sister is getting marry this year end and i'm so happy for her. "love is in the air"...everyone is tying the knot, as for me, i do hope so in 2 yrs to come. Save enough money to start a family. seeing friends around me pregnant, or having cute babies...i know i wanted one too..i'm sure the feeling is great! for now, work hard, earn more and save more!!

sad news

when cha told me that there's a kidnapping case and the girl was found , i felt relieve but the girl was shocked and did not reveal anything when she was found.

now,it was revealed in newspaper that the 2 men raped her and even physically abuse her leaving a scar at facial to haunt her forever!! how could the girl ever be normal again?

why such things happen to the society now? why our crime rate increases? why our government and law could never protect us? where is the law enforcers and where's the enforcement? we pay tax for what? a million and one question unanswered and i pray hard that the girl will recover from this trauma.

how i wish that the 2 bastard would sentence to death term!! putting them in jail means they got free food and shelter ,and taxpayers are paying for them!!! why cant we have more strict law and enforce them!! death sentence for rape, murder...that would do good to society and gives the public a breath of relief

i know this is impossible....unlike states, they have heavy sentence and penalty, human rights is NUMBER ONE! unlike Malaysia, hike up price of daily food..petrol..almost everything but salary nvr goes up!! haha~

Hungryyyy

Am so hungry now... ever since joined Public Bank and get to know a colleague who is pregnant, i'm constantly feeling hungry and craving for food. haha...funny right?

After finishing cleaning the closet and sort of unwanted clothes, i'm here again blogging on food. wanted to order delivery, but sounds a bit extreme and it's not even pay day yet! i cant wait for my dearest to come back, hopefully he buy some food for me! haha~

Fine Sunday

yesterday, had class from 2pm till 9.20pm...really tiring! Had diner in a really chci and awesome 'feel' place at Petaling Street, The Old China is i'm not mistaken with HC and dear. delicious food but kinda pricey. it has an antique gallery at 1st floor but seems creepy,mayb it was late night already. Then we watched The Forbidden Kingdom, by Jet Li and Jacky Chan, not wat i expected but, the kung fu scene was good. Went to bed bout 2am~

This morning, wanted to go market with dear go out for church. eyes also cannot open properly...so continue my sleep till 9.30am, it's very hot and sleep for another hour b4 waking up and going for market. wanted to buy breakfast but roti canai sold out. haha..so cooked maggi.

i'm enjoying a quiet time with myself....mop the hse, my hsemate nvr bother to clean it up (mayb bcoz they dont hang out here, so they dont tend to help out also) but i wonder, why they cant help to do the cleaning in kitchen!!! nvm, train myself to keep hse clean. will clean out my closet....and room as well.

listening to Gary Chaw latest album, i feel so good at home.Angel sleeping in her cage, the floor so clean...feel so satisfied, wanted to cook yummy food for diner, but it's not time yet, so better sit around and do nothing to relax myself~

Another weekend

Time flies, really!! My whole week,i've been dreading to work but i'm always busy with unfinished work and reports. Learning curve has been a steep one, but i'm happy there although stressful.

It's been 2 mth i've been there, but i feel like forever. People there are nice but working attitude...problem. team work, not much...work communication, less....ability to learn, yes to certain level...i'm not saying i'm the mighty great one but, it's darn tiring trying to explain certain things where u are tired and annoyed! haha....but my level of patience is tested, quite high for the moment, i'm not too sure how long can i stand!

as for superior...nice plus willing to teach, but, love his staff to work late (mayb due to performance bonus) but none of us work too late (safety reason plus sore eyes) it's bad enough need to face computer once i step in the office, we have work more than 8hours...besides, i never get to leave ON TIME ..friday is the best, bcoz office hours is 4.45pm and i also leave an hour late, which consider lucky of me!! haha~

nevertheless, i'm happy there and they pay good!! so, i'll survive there and i can imagine end of the year bonus~

why this?

i've started to blog sometime ago in here, but somehow, dont remember what i did, accidentally deleted my previous blogspot! so i created another one. the previous one contain alot of unhappy memories which i'm glad it never will resurface...so i can start another with a fresh contents!!

why 'vixensinner'? i like the word vixen,sounds...naughty! and 'sinner'..to remind myself and every other ppl in the world that, nobody's perfect, each and every one of us has/have/had a sin before...
i know i have alot...so i'm trying not to repeat any of those. everyone out there...bear in mind....what's in the past, it's the past. now let's look ahead and enjoy life!

My 2008

Jan, i worried that i might not get a job of my preference, and now, i got something i like and i need to work my butt off for it. i'm content and happy for what i have right now. i will save as much as possible and will not spend unwisely, which i did for the past years. i learn as i grow and i have learnt some hard lessons to understand the true meaning for everythin revolving nowadays!

to cut it short, i had my share of unhappiness and sadness, and whatever happened, i let it go and i know i will have a better life!! from now on, focus on my studies and work, save more and be happy! my time in kl is short b4 i decided to go back kk, so make full use of it and love the people around me!!

Hugs+ Kisses to my Family who never stop loving & supporting me emotionally and financially and to my dearest hubby who is here physically with me, loving & caring when i need it the most!!! i promise year 2008 will be a great start for everything and future lies what i have created